And if you need to wear glasses to aim your weapon and they fall off, then you won't be an effective soldier either. Yes you could just aim for periodic shots of test undecanoate, but IMHO the long half-life makes it very hard to manage to keep broadly consistent test levels.
Test undecanoate half-life is only about 2 1/2 weeks.
It will take a month or longer for 1.2g of gear to clear. If HCG is added right now, you can gain testicular function while you wait for it to clear. But I would take nolva to protect your nipples while on hCG. The nolva will help lipid profiles as well.
If I were you I would stay off for a while after this and get healthy. Let receptors get fresh etc. I would definitely wait a while before you cycle again.
How long will it take to recover and feel normal?
How bad is the journey of recovery? I heard you have no motivation, emotional, suicidal and tired all day?
Definitely HCG. However you should take it slow and start at a low dosage.